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Where do I begin? Most say at the beginning but if that was the case it would be nearly 4 years ago and all wasn’t good….then it went downhill to even worse but finally, in 2017, I admitted what i couldn’t before and now I’m His.  I honestly couldn’t be happier and more in love.  It was one of the MANY things that happened.  Not all good and not all bad.  That was definitely the highlight tho.  I could ramble on and tell you things will be different in 2018 but they wont.  I’m still going to be me – love me or loathe me – that’s your choice.  I am hopefully going to be able to have more “me” time.  Situations have changed and i have now have my own home.  For the first time in nearly 40 years I’m going to live alone.  I’m terrified.  Never done it before so I’m relying on the dog keeping me safe!!!!

As for twitter and WP I am hoping to be able to spend a bit more time here.  I miss making new friends and talking.  It’s going to take me a while so please be patient!!

Well 2018 i hope you’re going to be filled with fun and love and laughter.  Let the good times outweigh the bad times.  Bring it on.  Thank you to those on twitter and WP that have taken the time to like and comment on my pics.  I appreciate it and I’m humbled by your comments.  The pic attached seems to be the most popular – i always knew that red was a favourite 😉




Friday Feeling, Random Thoughts


I can taste you.  That little drip of precum on my tongue that betrays you.  I know youre trying to keep in control. Its what you do.  You don’t want to surrender but we both know you will.  All it takes is for me to suck you into my mouth.  Full swollen lips from being kissed surrounding your throbbing shaft. Slowly enveloping you.  You lift your hips.  Needing every inch consumed but not yet.  This is my moment of power.  I know what you crave and you will get it….eventually…..

My nails rake your thighs and you let out an involuntary groan.  I look up at you and our eyes meet.  That’s when it happens.  You watch me take you.  Every last inch swallowed.  Taken.  Consumed.  Your oozing tip hits the back of my throat and you growl.  My nails sink into your thighs as I teasingly suck you.  Wrapping my tongue around you.  Pulling my lips back and dragging my teeth up the length of you.  You start to writhe.  I smile as my middle nail teases the base of your shaft.  Teeth nipping at your soaked tip.  I suck you back in without warning.  Quick and hard.  Starting to fuck you with my mouth.   A growl of appreciation passes your lips.  Your fingers wrapped around my hair.  Harder.  Faster.  I know youre close.  Getting closer.




my hand reaches out and hits the alarm


not the worst way to start the day,,,,,,


Random Thoughts, Wicked Wednesday, Word for Wednesday

Need…or ache? 

What’s the difference between a need and an ache? A need is when I need something. I need food. I need a drink. I need a night out. I need a hug.
An ache….now that’s different. I ache to hear my name being growled. I ache to hear how much you’re going to ravish me. I ache to feel that desire that courses through my veins as you pin me and kiss me so hard I melt beneath you. I ache to feel my flesh being marked to prove to all where you and only you has been. I ache to be devoured

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one day

The key in the door makes my heart skip a beat. I know its you. I know why you’re here. You’re here for me. Ive taunted you one too many times and im finally getting what i deserve and need – claimed. For months youve taken my remarks and stored them. I may have laughed at your replies but we both know the time would come when you would stand true to what you said. You said id be yours and you’re here to prove it. I could try and fight it but have you ever tried to fight the inevitable? Have you ever tried to stop something you want? We both know we want this so why bother wasting time. Your footsteps coming up the hallway has my body responding. You aren’t even near me and i crave you. My body craves your touch. Closer. Oh so close. Your hand on the handle of my bedroom door. You’re coming for me. Im ready…..


I jump awake in disappointment. My thoughts messing with me one more time. I lie back and sigh. One day…..