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Reading a few blogs and it seems that’s my 2016 hasn’t been as bad as most so for that I am truly grateful.  Yes my life has changed dramatically in the last 2 weeks but it was inevitable so ive had to accept it and roll with it.  Ive lost but gained loves.  I miss you but then again I always will – I wish you nothing but love, luck and happiness.

To all of those who take the time to read my ramblings – I am truly grateful and thank you all from the bottom of my heart.  I take you all with me into 2017.  Lets rock this fucking year!!!!!

2017 is going to be my year. Im going to do my best to be the best version of me that I can be I know im not perfect and I don’t wish to be but for you I will try.  Failing that I will be as I always am – perfectly imperfect.


See you on the other side xxxx





I don’t normally do theses but I want to do this one…..


1. Have you ever tested someone’s love for you? What did you do? Did things turn out as you expected or hoped?

yes.  I left hoping they would fight to bring me back. No it didn’t

2. Select the answer that best fits your experience. I have dated:
a. all the wrong people
b. romantic companions that were mostly a good fit for me.
c. people that were perfect fits–loves at first sight
d. not all that much, I mainly have had a lot of long term relationships

a and b

3. Online dating: What is your success rate? What do you consider success?

I haven’t been on any dating sites.  People ive met through twitter – not successful but through my own fault

4. What sexual thing do you do most often that you could commit to doing everyday?

is kissing classed as sexual? if so then can I please have that every day!!! but my submission is the one thing I would, and have done in the past, every day

5. What are your thoughts on love and lust?

they both know how to royally fuck you up but I want them both in the same relationship.  I wouldn’t give them up for anything


Bonus: Are you searching for love or are you searching for attention?

both.  I need to get, and keep, his attention to feel loved