A few weeks ago i logged onto my twitter as normal. Now I haven’t really been bothering with it as I’ve felt detached and uninvolved. I see people who have formed friendships and seem to be having an absolute blast. My trust issues stopped me from doing such a thing. When I started i swore I wouldn’t stay long and i wouldn’t form any sort of friendships/relationships. In the 6/7 years i was there I failed at both. I made and ruined friendships (see earlier when sick) and avoided making others. I regret alot of what i done on twitter and regrets is something i hate having. Anyway – ive strayed off topic! I apologise! So, I logged on a few weeks ago, after a few days away, and a sight greeted me that shocked me. Now those who know me know Im a sub and Im damn good at it when called to be but this shocked me. I immediately logged into my PC and deactivated my account and i haven’t been back since. I knew I had a breaking point. Everyone does. But i was shocked by mine. Maybe im being overly sensitive or I was having a bad day but I still cant bring myself to go back. I have 10 days to reactivate or my account is gone. Maybe its time to start afresh.
What is your “too much”……………?