This made me smile for many reasons but the main one is she is my favourite princess. Shes strongwilled, independent and falls in love with a man who is willing to give her up just so she can be happy. His personality is soft and kind even tho his manners arent. He looks at her like she is his sun, moon and stars and yet lets her go not knowing she’ll return to save him. Every person deserves to be saved but you dont always have to lose someone to get them. Sometimes theyre meant to be your “Belle” even when they dont know it
A few weeks ago i logged onto my twitter as normal. Now I haven’t really been bothering with it as I’ve felt detached and uninvolved. I see people who have formed friendships and seem to be having an absolute blast. My trust issues stopped me from doing such a thing. When I started i swore I wouldn’t stay long and i wouldn’t form any sort of friendships/relationships. In the 6/7 years i was there I failed at both. I made and ruined friendships (see earlier when sick) and avoided making others. I regret alot of what i done on twitter and regrets is something i hate having. Anyway – ive strayed off topic! I apologise! So, I logged on a few weeks ago, after a few days away, and a sight greeted me that shocked me. Now those who know me know Im a sub and Im damn good at it when called to be but this shocked me. I immediately logged into my PC and deactivated my account and i haven’t been back since. I knew I had a breaking point. Everyone does. But i was shocked by mine. Maybe im being overly sensitive or I was having a bad day but I still cant bring myself to go back. I have 10 days to reactivate or my account is gone. Maybe its time to start afresh.
What is your “too much”……………?
Dont do what i done and give up. Dont walk away because you think you arent good enough. Dont let your mind trick you into believing they can find better. You are the best someone can have. You will break and stay in that state but someone will want you despite the broken parts. Love being imperfectly perfect…theres no better way to be xx