Sinful Sunday

Come Here Baby Girl

He beckons for me to come closer. One hand undoing his belt as the other reaches to me. I drip at the sight of him as I always do. I know what he wants. I know what makes him stand and throb. As hard as I find it to believe….its me. Its me walking towards him knowing my body is always ready to receive him.
I’m His.
My body.
My mind.
My very soul.
He’s all consuming.
Hes everything


Friday Feeling


You ever had that taste of something you can’t have enough of…?  Months later your mind plays tricks on you and throws it into your taste buds.  Its that taste that makes you groan and bite your bottom lip.  You feel the desire for it course through your veins.  You ache for it just one more time.  You remember how heaven tastes and you need more. You crave more. You lick your lips as the saliva fills your mouth.  Your breathing quickens. Can you taste it?  Can you taste what you crave?

Come fucking get it….. *bites lip*



Sinful Sunday….

My sinful thought is the same as every day….

How could I be replaced so quickly? Is it sinful to think that I meant something or did you lie to me? Did you fight for me? Did you fight for us? I’m sorry I wasn’t who you thought I would be. I’m sorry I wasn’t who you needed. I hope she’s who you deserve


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sinful sunday

today was inspired by a blog on my timeline.  I’m unsure as to whether she wishes to be known or not – i will clarify that but for now…..



hard and fast

ache and need



all consuming

it isn’t sex

it isn’t love making

its raw animal “have to have you now” fucking

and there’s no better way to show someone the effect you have on them

its what we all aim for

you know it

i know it

deny it all you wish

fingermarks etched into your skin

hair pulled

bite marks


but i know that in your very soul you want grabbed and claimed

just like i do

and we fucking love it



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friday feelings….

My feeling today is




Does anyone have that one person who is their favourite What If?  You know that one person you know it would have been amazing if it had been given it a chance.  Mine was three years ago.  If he’d asked me to stay my life would have been so different now. Now heres the kicker –  he recently contacted me and told me that not asking me to stay was the biggest mistake and only regret of his life.  That is why this is todays feeling.

I met him when i was married so obviously nothing happened.  When my marriage blew up we got together briefly.  It was passion, lust, desire, love, falling asleep wrapped around each other, everything i could have ever wanted and what ive been looking for ever since.  He was my hardest goodbye.  You know the one – the tears, the hugging, the not wanting to go.  He said he didnt ask me then because i had to find who i was without my now ex husband.  He is now in a relationship yet called me a few nights ago to tell me the words i wanted to hear so long ago.  My heart broke again because as i told him

“Baby you’ll always be my favourite What If….”

Nothing will happen though.  I sit here telling myself that i have moved on.  Im currently seeing someone and, as i said, he is with someone but my heart lives in hope that someday he wont be my favourite What If – he’ll be my favourite reason to wake up in the morning.1394487768922


Spoon — LadyE

I want to be spooned. I want to feel a warm body, snuggled up tight behind me. Bottom arm under me, reaching round my curves to cup and knead my soft warm belly. Top arm, under mine, over my ribs, hand gently fondling and cupping my breasts. To feel a warm breath on my neck, […]

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